Thursday, November 20, 2008

Love Letters

Baby,

The love I have for you has grown immensely the past couple of weeks, and continues to transcend any feeling of love I have ever experienced. I have had somewhat of a struggle accepting and believing your love. I realized that I have had a learned notion from a relationship in high school, that I won't be loved to the same extent that I love. That relationship was so long ago and yet I have still held onto that insecurity. But in the past two weeks I have truly been able to accept and believe your love.

It is a wonderful feeling and I will be forever grateful to you and to my Father in Heaven for bringing us together. I can really see and feel your love. It brings me such JOY and peace to know that I am loved! Your love fills me with desire to learn, grow and become better. The thought of starting and raising a family with you brings the most tender feelings into my heart.

I envision us together, bringing children into the world, raising them and teaching them correct and true values, beliefs, and principles. I envision us passing on the love we have for one another to our children. I envision our children being able to see and learn how to treat people through the way we treat each other. I envision us being able to teach our children from our own unique experiences and having that be an advantage and blessing for them. I know deep within that you will be a wonderful mother.

I see the most absolute and precious gifts and qualities in you. The dedication and energy you put into everything you do will also be put into being a mother. I know raising a family won't be easy. But I do know that together we will be able to raise a beautiful family. Our home will be filled with creative and fun holidays and traditions. It will be filled with music. It will be filled with the gospel and it's teachings. It will be filled with good food. It will be filled with love. I so look forward to experiencing that part of life with you. It will be amazing.

Baby, you are my best friend. There hasn't been a day that has gone by since we began communicating that I haven't thought about you. More recently there isn't a minute that goes by where I don't think of you. I miss you so much. I long for the day when we can be together each day, When we can come home to "our house", and find each other there. I truly need you and the support, comfort, and love you offer me. I can't express the gratitude that occupies my very being. I am and will be eternally grateful to have you in my life. I will be forever grateful for the love you have for me and show to me. You make me soooo happy! Thank you. I love you with all my heart. I am committed to keeping our relationship special. I am committed to appreciating you and treating you like a princess.

In my eyes you are truly my princess, my baby. You deserve the world and beyond and I will do all I can to always love you fully and give you everything and anything you need. I pray every day for you. I also pray every day that I can appreciate and love you to the fullest. I pray that I will always REMEMBER to be thoughtful and sensitive to your needs, wants and desires.

You have my heart and will forever. I absolutely LOVE you. And once again...THANK YOU!

Love

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